To the League City Church of Christ

Unless some turn for the worse happens in my recovery process, this will be the last time that Becky and I will be in League City on a Sunday. We will be going back to Abilene to a congregation where a young man named Pullen often leads the song service. Go figure. Because we are leaving, I have asked to share a few thoughts with you.

First I want to thank you for the welcoming spirit you have shown us. You have given us warm smiles, you have spoken encouraging words to us, you have sent us cards, you have given us gifts, and you have visited us in the hospital. Your loving spirit does not surprise me because you are Christians, and that is the way Christians live. I think that another reason you have been so kind is because you know my brother R. C., and it is easy to assume that a little brother would be like his older brother, and therefore very loveable. But that conclusion does not automatically hold in this case because R. C. has set a very high standard to follow. I take this public opportunity to thank him and Betty for their generous hospitality, and to R. C. for his stem cells.

As a part of your welcoming spirit, you allowed me to wear a hat sometime during services and I thank you. Some of you men may have been jealous of my getting to wear a hat. I expect you could have the same courtesy if you are willing to pay the price. I do not recommend it.

Finally, I thank you for your prayers. They have been a constant source of encouragement to us during this ordeal, and I ask you to continue to pray for me. In particular, pray that I will not get Graft Versus Host Disease and that my blood counts will come back to normal at the proper time. Also please pray that I will not get serious infections while my immune system is redeveloping the resources to help me live a healthy life.

In conclusion, please let me encourage you in your walk with God. Never did I expect a doctor to say to me, “You have Acute Myelogenous Leukemia.” But he did. I felt as if I were looking into a valley of the shadow of death. The natural question could not be avoided. Am I ready to die? For me the answer was immediate. Yes, I am ready to die, but I do not want to die yet. This faith that I have is not from myself, but is a gift from God. Praise His name!

I pray for each of you that you are walking close enough with God to be able to have the same answer as me. Yes, I am ready to die. If you cannot say that yet, then keep reading your Bible and listening to God tell you how much He loves you, how much He has done for you, and how you should live in response to His love. And also keep praying, asking God to help you better understand and accept His love and mercy.

Many of my friends are wearing a green armband to encourage them to pray for me. On this band is a scriptural reference, Philippians 4:12-13, which says in part, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Indeed, I can live through Christ, or I can die through Christ. No matter what happens, I invoke the other statement on the armband: God is good.